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man how I wish I've been consistently blogging over these past few years that I've had this blog. The reason why I started this blog in the first place was to document the things I go through in my daily life so one day I could look back at it and have a clearer memory of things, be it good or bad. I guess I've kinda failed myself especially these past two years? :( I've been settling with snapchat doing the job for me but its just an alright job. OMG, have you guys ever went through a mental breakdown because of a snapchat 1 year ago memory thingy? cause same.

For the purpose of your reference, I've inserted a picture of me, that's how I currently look just in case y'all forgot how I look by now. It's exam season again at the moment, hence why I've been camping in the library with jumpers or hoodies paired with sweatpants or baggy jeans as my everyday ootd. In about a month's time, I'll be done with my third semester of law school!! If things go as planned, I should be leaving to the UK after the completion of my 4th semester in March. My mom seems pretty excited about me leaving to the UK cause now she can use me as an excuse to be in Europe a lot, NOT TO SEE ME :c

Honestly, a lot has been going on for me ever since my last life update on this blog. I've also grown a lot as a person, I would like to believe. Looking back at my old posts, its either me going "wow what a wise girl, who is she??" or I'd just be cringing to myself, there is no in between. 15 year old me was for real so dramatic, stressing over 9th grade hectic-ness, how cute HHAHAHA. Perhaps 23 year old Alanis would have the same reaction to 20 year old Alanis too.

People aren't lying when they say high school is nothing compared to uni. It's now no longer solely the stress caused by exams and assignments, but you're basically on your own now, or at least partially standing up on your own two feet. Now there's an additional stress of juggling between school, your social life, and the worry of whether or not you'll make it in life or not, once you step out of uni. Having a strong support system is really important in this stage of life, and I'm beyond grateful for mine ❤